Then The Clouds Will Open For Me

going terribly wrong in my life right now, what gives..

oh it’s a mug’s game…

thank you to all who haven’t made me feel like shit for what I am, and who didn’t feel like scolding me yesterday and today.  Twice in a row.. I hope this week works itself out.  My dad recommended that I just relaaaxxx…… and “smoke a lil’ dupe.”  -laughs- (Yes, dupe.  Say it.)

There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself

When I hear “iPad,” I just think of a redneck trying to pronounce iPod… and it’s really, annoying.

i must be dreaming i must be dying i must be dreaming i must be dying i must be dreaming i must be dying i must be dreaming i must be dying i must be dreaming i must be dying i must be dreaming i must be dying i must be dreaming i must be dying i must be dreaming

Look what time it is. I’m AWAKE!!! -sigh- …Now for another crazy drive to LA.

and for them to just calm down.

have security, simplicity

with placatory sound.

all the while

what you want dust

is that which makes your ticker pound.

adrenalin rush, breaking sound.

chaos makes the world go round.

he sees red while i see blue.

brave the abuse

and see it through.

it keeps you on your toes,

it’s true.

waiting for, the eye of the storm

pondering exemption.

but it’s too late

you are a slave.

and there is no redemption.

[ I just can’t get enough ]

My id is a fuckin SINNER!

All by her lonesome

I’m on a rocket to a dying star—-You have to stay behind. ..Before I met you I was crushing cars, and I was doing fine…

was during a night of fun.

and it looked radioactive when i first acquired it

don’t feel bad

it’s been healing quite well.

I did this maybe 9 months ago or so This is not recent :-p

I WISH this bullshit were a joke..